Guru

Offering to all the Masters

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This post is my offering to all the masters and teachers you will meet in this life or next.

One important understanding which is missing in people’s mind is about what a guru, teacher or realised being is about.

What are his struggles with you other than staying alive in a graveyard of your mind. Because your mind is comfortable with dead bodies.

A guru is a energy which no more lives in graveyard in mind, his energy is live fire of life free from limitations of thoughts.

He is trying to bring you to his world which is basically your world too which is forgotten because of your trap of your thought world.

When a person experiences the live cosmos the joy in him naturally wants to spread among fellow beings like a child he shares, people are triggered energetically they are touched they feel new energy and hope. Their mind immediately starts to form a psychological world around spiritual experience and they start to think a guru is also a psychological bring like themselves. That’s where disaster awaits. Guru is, inviting you to the world he

is living into, for that he has to Inspire you to move and climb out the ditch of mind and it’s fears and greed, ideas and hopes about tomorrow.He is inviting you to the only cosmos which is present not the seven billion projections of minds.

Disconnection happens with a guru when he becomes a character in your thoughts like rest of relations and your expectations from him as, you expect from another human who lives like you in thinking world but there is no psychological ego there but a water like form which takes shape according to your cup or vessel of thoughts so he seems to you like a person like yourself. A guru is like mirror he becomes you when you pose an issue and reflects but you are not used to reflections but painted pictures about your life. That’s why your love for him can turn into hate as well.

People when they come to guru rarely a person is looking to rise above their ideas and come to guru to validate their own painted pictures of thoughts.

They want a guru to come to their world but they do not want to leave their world.

Guru can come to your world, but he cannot live there with you because it’s not a real place but your imagination, his light will point out certain truths which you will not like.

Remember a guru is an inner light not outside light which creates shadows of mind thoughts, like dislike doubt and fear etc. An inner light creates no shadows.

If you rely on guru as outside source of light thee will be dependence which will create conflict in your mind.

Guru tries to give you your reliance on your own light only then you can really relate with him. Otherwise a guru is baby sitting your minds.

So that is why a trust is needed to understand a guru. A guru is not asking you to follow him but stop all followings because what you call following is nothing but you following your convenient thought about guru or life which adjusts with your ego expectations.

Guru wants you to stop following thoughts, shadows in search of light but become the light, shift your mind from shadow to light because if there is shadow there must be light around. This turning around is the spiritual revolution or looking inside or dropping the thought world.

A guru is not a punching bag for your questions but Mike Tyson to bag of your questions.

People try to form a psychological connection with guru from their ego may be full of respect it’s good only if you use it as a tool or boat to cross the chaos river of your mind.

All our relations and actions in life fail because of formations of thoughts around it, sharing our past etc.

People think they talk to get intimate but in fact it creates distance because the connection is no more pure but polluted with thoughts and expectation. You stop feeling and start thinking.

Many people say I don’t follow any guru it is not needed yes they are right but not if they follow their own shadows of thoughts about it but not the light they are.

You cannot have a relation with guru like a puddle cannot relate with the river though it is attracted but it has to loose it’s identity to become a friend by jumping into the river.

A guru is not a puddle but river.

A puddle is ego, river is life.

Water can say it does not need river to be water but a puddle cannot say it does not need a river to flow.

A guru is one who wants you to see that you are not bound by puddle even if you want to stay in puddle know yourself as water not the garbage in it. This is the path of a materialist spiritualist.

It’s hardest to know in thoughts that you are not thoughts but light falling on thoughts because light becomes thoughts and you feel attached and lost.

To jump out of puddle through intensity of action and join the river is devotion.

To evaporate rise above your puddle as cloud is yoga meditation.

Divine is like water in sewage, in a river, in a pond, in a puddle. Yet free from every name and form always stays, water. That is True detachment.

A guru is water which can nourish your growth.

Water becomes river, puddle and ocean yet it is none of these it is always water.

That is why people are unable to understand so many forms of divinity in Hinduism. Even Indians don’t get it. It’s the same water.

When a human becomes a water mind then you know freedom and divinity.

Then you say every particle in cosmos is made of divinity.

Our life is refection of sun playing on water.

Both water and light reflect the quality of divine

Light illumines as Shiva and water activates the illumination as Shakti into action.

Ram Ram

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Guru

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A word about Guru, his teachings and methods.

A Guru is a light which is entering your room from window or crack in the door of your mind.

So for beginning you see your guru as a square or a straight line a logical structure the way light falls in your room or space according to your mind.

But when you go out of your room or mind and meet the source it is of no form but it becomes and illumine every form. Straight, square curved and distorted forms all included

Light just illumines does not ask you to become anything but its presence gives growth to your seed what so ever your potential is.

Light commands without commanding, which is to inspire the growth which is the original Command of the Guru the cosmos.

Shree Gurubhayo Namaha.

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Note to Attention Seekers

When you really need from a guru is not his attention but his insight.

But if guru is busy with dealing with your mind need of attention you will miss insight.

Insight happens when you stay available then insight happens like music as singer sings when audience are silent.

This basic difference has to be understood I have seen many people around osho and other gurus missing in the game of personal attention Addiction.

Insight need not be personal but it happens because of quietness and focus it reaches you.

Real work of guru is not to solve your mind problems but to make a harmony available by using words and other means so you are inspired which is followed by insight.

Wanting attention is energy vampiring after a limit, not everybody does intentionally but it’s like great gulp bunch of attention energy is a question away so shoot anything.

When you enter temple you clean yourself and interacting with guru is a care not fill his mind with your personal mind obsessions and compulsion.

This care makes you qualify for the music of insight. If care you give you get back care. If you want attention you will get but it will burn your ego, many people get hurt.

Don’t ask my attention because I am still recovering from my attention it burned my palaces.

Fire’s nature is to burn you can’t expect it to be compassionate which is your idea of people not to act by their nature to oblige your mind. But fire is compassionate though but from distance and careful attitude, it gives you warmth and light.

Video: Role of Guru

What is the role of a guru in your life, and is it necessary to have an in-person guru?

I personally met 14, 15 gurus. You know, yes, of course there is a role. But before you ask that question, you also have to ask yourself, are you qualified for a guru? Because guru implies somebody who takes you from darkness to light. Are you willing to go there? Because usually people just want to fix small problems in the name of Guru.

Because I can see the questions. Mostly there’s psychological tantrums. They really don’t want solutions. But if you really want that, then a guru appears in your life, because then you are entering a different network of energy in life. And that is about just the human-form gurus. But if your longing is there for a guru, then like I was mentioning earlier, anything, any situation which is inspiring you to go from darkness to light is the guru.

Because Guru is not one form. Guru is a total intelligence which is surrounding us. If you show your willingness to learn, it starts to guide you.

And if the need is there to meet a live guru, or if the need is there to just function on your own whatsoever way, because each guru is trying to point you towards your own self.

Look at your own self. That guru represents your inner guru’s direction. He’s not saying, follow me. Whatever he is saying, he’s just throwing you back to yourself. I’ve seen this happening around Osho, that once a disciple evolves in a certain way, Osho used to kick him out by criticizing him.

And this guy will go, Osho is this and that. Because this way he’s breaking the psychological structure of Guru in his head. And then the person will start to rely on their own wisdom. Wow. And that is the point of guru. Because Guru is not some person who will do something to you. He will throw you back onto yourself.

And one day when he sees that now you’re going there, he will disappear from your life. He will either kick you out of the ashram or he will not let you be around, because he knows now his presence will be dangerous, because psychologically you are attached to that form.

I have never in person spoken to Sadhguru or obviously to Ramana Maharshi or to Osho. These people either are too distant or have died before even I was born. But I know them in a way. I feel them within myself when I just fall backwards into myself. They’re there.

I feel ironically very blessed that I did not meet one of these kinds of gurus and instead was forced to look within to connect with them. Because Sadhguru will say this all the time. It’s like, you have no need to meet me if you are willing. I’m always there. And it’s very true.

A lot of people message me or put in the comments like, please, I need to meet Satya. I need to go visit. Where did you meet him? How did you find him? And I reply to them saying, I understand your urgency, because I also felt this for a long time. I felt so alone in my suffering. I really wanted this mentor figure, guru or whatever.

I wanted somebody who understood more than me. And then I met you. Immediately there was a friendship. But I felt I was only qualified to really meet you when I felt no need anymore to meet a guru. I had experienced what I needed to experience just within myself, using the energies that are available around me, following my intuition to the right places.

But I was no longer thirsting or seeking, I need to meet this person or I need to meet some person.

And in that sense, when people ask me with urgency, tell me I need to meet satya ji, I need to be in his presence, in my heart and my energy I feel this immediately disqualifies this person. That you are such a burning thing that you must meet this man. You’re projecting something. You’re creating some image of him or what he’s going to somehow fix within you.

To one point which you were saying about why we met. The reason is that what I feel is that I was lucky enough to have this kind of interaction with gurus because with some gurus I never went asking to solve a problem.

I just wanted to hang out with them. And that’s what they love. Because in that they get a mind to experience their revelation through another’s mind. And that’s where you end up getting your problem solved as well. You understand? That is the beauty of beauty, not efficiency.

Otherwise guru becomes just efficiency. You take one problem, he fixes you, and you say, okay, thank you so much. You are the great one. Here is some donation and baba.

But when you are just hanging out and you both are sitting there, that creates a space for the guru to really express who he is and how he sees as a human being, as a great being, whatever.

And there it ends up creating such a thunder or light which helps others also. And that is the point in this. Like I was saying, it shouldn’t be just answering people’s questions. It should be just, let’s just wonder at this and play around.

That is one aspect which I feel is missing, which many people miss. I met many groups. It’s boring to just touch their feet and come. But they’re not willing to participate with him where he is. They want guru to come to them where they are and help them out. But they’re not willing to psychologically go where he is and see his world.

He wants to take you to other lands, but you say, no, no, fix this. That will be enough, because I don’t think I’m ready yet.

There are so many traps that people fall into. And even this devotion to a guru, which can start off as a tool. I think for some people what’s useful is that they put their own ego, their own pride aside to bow to another human being with that reverence and respect.

But the guru doesn’t want you to bow to him. He wants you to bow to the whole creation in that same reverence. Right. That’s the point. Yes.

And a lot of people miss that point. Then they become very passionate. They start to defend Sadhguru or they say Sadhguru is the best, or Osho is the best.

Or it becomes almost this tribalistic kind of thing. Like, oh, you follow Osho, but Osho did all those things with sex. He is not a real guru. Then it’s this whole kind of ego, like my spirituality is better than your spirituality.

That is the real point.

Because people don’t care which guru. Because I follow, that’s why he’s perfect. It’s not that he’s perfect, that’s why I follow.

And the whole point of Vishnu is like Buddha said that I’ll come as Maitreya. He was not talking about the personality. Because in coming time there will be no more possibility to play this role of guru and shishya. It’ll be more about are you capable?

Because much tougher than being a disciple, are you capable of being a friend to a person?

Really.

Because in friends also we are playing up-and-down games. Oh, he knows better than me. You try to dominate the friend in certain ways. But can you just meet face to face as the other is, without?

So actually what Osho called friendliness surpasses devotion. Because Vishnu is the one who is enjoying his cosmos. He’s not saying how to liberate from it or how to get more of it.

That enjoying each other’s presence, that’s where the finest intelligence starts to surface. Because there’s no motive of solving or fixing something.

And mostly today’s role of guru is that people just want to solve some stupid need or something which any other person could do, but they think a guru is needed.

And you know what? I still keep meeting many enlightened people around. It’s just usually we don’t recognize them because we have these ideas.

But if you see, they are so subtle. The master stroke is so subtle that you need a very sophisticated intelligence to see that here.

I’m not bragging about myself. It’s an aesthetic sense. Two, three lines, two, three words said in a way that it just shatters your whole citadel of concepts.

It reminds me, I was at a highest saltwater lake and it was very cold, like minus 15. We were three of us. One American Indian girl and one Lebanese American guy.

There was one villager bordering Tibet. He was staying with his wife, old people. And we were talking great philosophies about Maya and life. And we asked him, so what do you think?

He says, world with open eyes. Then he closes his eyes. He said, no world.

It took me about two, three hours to understand. He said the master stroke.

Because when you open, there is world. When you close it, there is no world. It’s your memory which is sustaining the world. Otherwise there is no world.

And that was like Shiva, boom. It’s just zero at any given moment, in its brutality and everything.

So the guru, be careful. Because if you really meet guru, oh.

People are still reeling from Osho is gone. They’re still grabbing onto their old thoughts and ego ideas and still trying to fit Osho into their own system.

Same will happen with Sadhguru. It’s already happening.

But they miss that person, the eye behind the eye which is looking at you and saying, here I am.

That is different parts.

So I met gurus without my realizing I was more interested in seeing the live manifestation without my knowing. It is such a thrill.

Because when you look at it and say, what is looking back? Not what it is seeing.

And once you look at that, then it notices. Then it follows you. Then it appears in different forms to come to you through different people.

Because essentially it’s one eye or one sun reflecting as so many different suns in different waves.

So if you gather courage to look at that sun even briefly, you are hooked.

But to really just be with this life and say I am here, kind of nakedness in that, like a vulnerability.

If you’re really just here, you’re not hiding anything, you’re not protecting anything. I am here and you’ll see me being here, but that’s not going to interfere with the way that I am here.

That I feel is what’s so powerful.

When you watch Osho, you watch Sadhguru, no matter what is happening, the depth in their eyes is so deep. And it’s alive. It’s not dead. It’s like looking back at you.

And it’s this unshakeability. It’s unapologetic. It’s just there. There’s no question of shame, guilt, or judgment. This is before that even. It’s just there.

Something similar I experienced. I listened to Osho for 30, 40 years. Recently, two years back, I was putting on a discourse. I focused not on what he’s saying but who is speaking.

Man, after that, listening to Osho was a psychedelic experience.

Because people are usually caught in what guru is saying. But they are not seeing who is saying it.

And once you zoom in on that who, you will know that you’re really listening.

And another thing, when we were talking about being present, this is what it means to die every given moment.

In the present, your whole past is dead. At the same time you are taking birth here with this moment.

And that’s why we are afraid.

Even though philosophically we talk about being with this, at the same time we are scared to come in touch with it because it wipes out everything.It does not matter what philosophy is, what you lived here.And that is the blessing.

Finally, if you can live that death, you can experience your life.

Disciple of Life Video(40 minutes)

Guru, Surrender and Self

Power, Struggle and Ego

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Many a times this question is asked about surrender to guru, master, or a path. People find it difficult and tricky to surrender to anybody because of the fear of being misled, or they go into pseudo surrender, believing a guru or path which is to your benefit or polishes your ego, and it facilitates to play ego games of power, holier-than-thou kind of games.

People who are skeptic, they see guru and disciple relation as some sort of manipulation, control and power, loss of individuality or weakness.

They believe so because that is where we are living, which is power, profit, politics, control, slavery to desires and fears. In such world, role of guru is on the hand of a person who controls you for their selfish motives, someone you respect or admire, a parent, a movie star, a politician, a friend or a religion, which comes along with its conditions and submissions.

You happily hold on to such undercurrent manipulations because your motive is self benefit on physical, material to energetic, mental or social level.

Your hopes, fears, and greed lead you to all kinds of submissions to various types of egos and organisations.

Such relations are toxic.

Now it’s important to understand what it means to surrender to a guru.

Let’s be clear of the fact, of a person who is truly a guru, for him or her there is no guru or disciple. For guru all is the divinity, and where you see yourself as a disciple, guru sees the same ShivaShakti ,Krishna playing disciple.

But as far as disciple is concerned, there is darkness, guru the person on which his ego can find support and arise. For him, because he sees himself separate from life, hence he needs a character outside to rely upon in this world of power and manipulation.

Another aspect which is important to understand is what surrender really means in sense of true science of inner alchemy.

This will explain you what is guru doing.

You see, guru does not give a fuck about your respect or surrender because you are suffering from disease of power, control, fear and greed, that your surrender or respect is perverted, looking very holy, spiritual, but inside your darker aspect is pretending to be disciple but waiting to get better than the guru or undermine him or disrespect him because when you respect or get impressed by somebody, your ego is hurt by feeling lesser than the person, hence you are going to take revenge by doubting, sabotaging the person of your admiration.

You do the same with every relation, first admire, then to feel better, ridicule or destroy to feel better or free from the influence.

Here comes the most important part, why this happens. Now listen carefully, this is the inner tantra of all your relations.

A guru represents your own higher self, and surrender to guru is submitting your ego to your higher potential.

As you betray others outside, the inner reason is that you have already betrayed your call of individuality and submitted to social ego and its fears and greeds.

Real surrender is when your ego becomes a disciple of your own higher self. Which means an inner discipline that you will follow the call of your being, not the call of your social ego and its self-betrayal.

This decision happens when instead of getting impressed by a guru, you fall in love with the person, then your connection is being to being, not ego to imagined ego of guru by your ego. Hence guru does not give a fuck about your respect, surrender, because it’s a sleep walk of your ego living into its dream of world moving around in greed and fear. In that dream a guru, a husband, wife, boss, a lover are all characters in your movie, and your ego is the boss, nobody else. It changes when happiness turns into pain, which it will.

Guru is asking your commitment to your higher self, not to the whims of your ego, which in the name of spirituality and freedom and self-expression, plays its games of manipulation.

People call independence, not following any guru, as a claim of intelligence, but in truth they are not independent, but their deeper original self has been victim of their own toxic ego, which claims its freedom.

You think it’s tough to surrender to guru, you don’t fucking know anything, guru is just persuading you to even tougher task of surrendering to your higher self and dropping the toxic ego which lives and dies in thoughts, and your higher self is actually real life on which the leech of your ego mind has become fat and big, thinking itself to be boss.

Neither your respect nor disrespect had any meaning, but your presence has all the value.

You go to a guru to learn to be present, that is true surrender because in presence you are with universal guru, which shines through you and shines through outside guru. In presence there is no guru and disciple but only presence.

Surrender is silence of ego mind and song of your self.

People talk of being friend, not a disciple, but you do not know how to be equal in friendship. Look at friendships, a constant struggle to control each other, a constant evaluation between friends, who is more than the other.

A friend is silence of the present which contains you and frees you. Love is containing the other into sky. Attachment is containing other into the prison of your mind.

Then you want to be free, you think if you throw one person out of your prison you are free to keep other person in your prison.

Real freedom is from prison of thoughts and their traps, not anything else.

Money is not freedom, but it gives you convenience to your desire with options which are slaveries, and it further makes you slave.

So how to be free and surrender to your true self?

I have seen people, when they come close to their freedom, their ego takes over and relapses their freedom into submission to their self-slavery, which talks of freedom, friendship and love.

You need courage, and pseudo ego has no courage but fear. Courage to follow what your passion is, not what your pleasure is.

Passion is the cosmic creative force, pleasure is a bubble pretending to be a big bang of Creation, but it is only frustrating ejaculation with no love but friction and tension-generated depletion of energy.

Path to freedom and love is a trust into your own life and being, not as dictated by others, but trusting and following your inner calls even if it goes against your sense of security and fear.

Devi, cosmic Shakti Durga, rides a tiger. It’s a deeper symbolism that you have to have courage to go near her because the ferocious power of Shakti as tiger destroys and kills the egos, and then you meet the mother, the guru in you.

Give control to guru- Shakti energy in you. Move your body, create various movements. How Shakti, your intelligence, dictates your body, not yoga and routines only. This is real love, worship of Shakti and inviting her into your life. The wild creativity and freedom, your mind will have no option but to follow and break its own patterns. You are carrying infinite wisdom. These free movements not only make your body beautiful and healthy but your mind genius starts to rise and break the spell of controlling ego. In her first, in your body, dance, shake creatively and madly, that’s the fire for darkness in life, easy and scary to do.

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Aum Doom Durgayae Namaha

Aum Shree Gurubhayo Namaha.

Friendship and Spirituality

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Buddha said that he will come as Maitreya, which means a friend in future incarnation. Followers thought it will be the name of incarnation. But it implies quality of spiritual relation with the guru. The traditional guru-disciple relation will not work in today’s time because there is not enough education and awareness about what guru is and how one should relate. We tend to define guru in our own way and use this word too often and too easily.

People’s minds are filled with too much information, doubt and mistrust. The transactional thinking of give and take makes a sacred connection with guru a mundane relation of business and profit.

We live in state of duality, with judgments, see life and others as something separate from us, and we use each other and life for gaining something. But a guru does not live in duality. He does not see himself as separate from you and life. When he makes a disciple, for him there is no separation between him and you. Guru does not see you as disciple but the same divine residing in you as in him.

He treats you as equal, but for the sake of your growth you have to dissolve your duality and separation from life and guru. So being a disciple is a tool to get you out of your duality. Surrendering yourself to guru is to surrender your duality so you can see the non-dual divine in you and life.

Sounds simple, but it’s very complex because your dualities are your karmas and your suffering. On your own you will not be able to break that spell of duality. And you will relate with guru with your duality: right and wrong, good or bad, moral, immoral, etc.

For guru your duality is your dream, and in your dream your guru is one of the characters of your duality drama. Guru has to slap you to make you wake up, but there your trust and surrender is needed. Instead people connect with gurus and walk away when their ideas and concepts do not fit with guru. You feel hurt and shaken. If there is no trust, you will take revenge from guru for slapping you awake. You want to go back to dreaming and dream that guru is wrong, your story in your dream is correct.

A guru has to live your dark karmas, absorb them to help you wake up. That takes a toll on guru’s body, gives him diseases and ailments in the body. In last one century this has been seen, that gurus get diseases like cancer by taking the suffering of disciple.

But in today’s times it’s too risky for guru to make you part of his energy. Instead your mind will work as a leech and drain and use his energy for personal benefits. That is more dangerous for you. It was okay if you manipulate a normal human, the consequential karma is as bad as your misconduct. But payback for the betrayal of guru’s energy is very heavy because in that you betrayed your own core, your own soul and its evolution. Your life can come to a halt, which can have very dangerous consequences on your life.

Normal life, normal betrayal, normal consequences. But with special higher energy, if you play and misbehave, consequences were higher. It’s like if you steal from a small shop the owner will slap you, not let you enter again, but if you steal from a large shopping mall they will send you to jail. It’s same stealing, but where you steal there are consequences.

Only crime guru does is that he gives you his best and intends your best to blossom, but your enemy is your sleep and dream, which is your prized property called freedom, independence, etc. You are dreaming. There is no freedom, just spell of your dream in which you place yourself, enjoy as you wish. In reality you are not going anywhere and enjoying and consuming your own energy. In dream you think you are having lots of goodies and desires of life, but in truth it’s all creation of your imagination. You are consuming your thoughts and energy.

In today’s times every other person is pretending to be a guru, hence it’s dangerous to submit your life energy to some ego maniac and get destroyed and manipulated by a narcissist.

Hence Buddha said the future of spiritual journey will be based on friendship, no surrender and no intention from guru to take up your responsibility, but instead a truth is shared like a friend. You learn it or not, no obligation.

But on that friendship you have to realise that guru can call you his friend because he sees you as divine, and that helps you to rise up. But that can trigger ego in you, thinking you are special, and go on ego trip of being spiritual.

You are not special but sacred like every particle of life.

But if you call guru your friend, let’s not call him guru. If you call that person who is awake about his truth your friend, you will drag him down to your level and duality, unlike an awake person who calls you his friend to pull you up to your original level, not higher or lower.

So it’s very nice to think, “Oh, I don’t believe guru-disciple shit, we are just friends,” but at the level where our mind is, your friend means your bitch to manipulate, but for awake person you are recipient of his love and respect beyond your comprehension.

Guru may not say, “I love you,” but he will be more of mother and father than your own parents because for your parents you are an object and project and their property, but for guru you are the divinity, not anybody’s property.

Similarly your friendship with your own higher quality faces the same disaster. Your mind considers your spiritual qualities as its own property.

Remember you don’t have those qualities, you cannot have them because of your dream, but instead qualities have you. So you need to surrender to your qualities as a good friend. When he meets person of higher intelligence, like a master artist meets a student artist, they are friends but student respects and loves because the master artist knows more than him. That brings humility of a Sikh, a learner. So if a master artist calls you a friend, that’s his grace and humility, but you don’t have that grace yet, humility yet.

You have only to take, not to give.

So your inner qualities are not yours to manipulate but surrender to your higher. Only then you will know what it means to be with a guru.

You have everyday conflict with what you should be doing with your life and what you are attracted to do with your indulgent, procrastinating mind. What you should be doing is guru’s higher vision of you, the grace, and what you are doing is dark aspect, gravity in you.

You can rise out of gravity only by the attraction of grace. You cannot just walk out of your darkness without the call of a faint light because wherever you will go it will be dark.

But trap is so great of illusion that in dark you can dream of light, thinking you got light till you stumble, fall and break your body.

First you need to be disciple of your own higher side, that you will not listen to your unconscious patterns but develop your higher aspects. This will create inner conflict and suffering which will cleanse your karmic patterns. This is in yoga called TAPAS, creating heat to generate light within. If you can do that, life will become your guru or send one or guru will find you. This is law of life. When you aspire for higher, life has to respond and provide because life is evolving through you.

Now you qualify to be a friend and disciple.

Which means equal as essence, hence friends, but unequal on level of knowledge, hence humility.

So seek to surrender to your higher and higher will find you, and if you want to keep dreaming then light will not wake you up, then dream is as infinite as truth.

It’s guru’s or a good friend’s grace that he trusts your light more than your darkness, hence pays for it because you trust your darkness more than your light.

Life is the only guru, never pushes you, punishes you or rewards you, but only consequences of your choices. Because you are life, you are here to discover your infinity and expansion, not indulgence in contraction.

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Aum Gurubhayo Namah