Boredom Clarity

ONE final point to bring clarity about this process.

I said again and again on the past that Satya speaks is not a hospital to come here when you are sick or suffering but a gym for soul how to develop your potential.

When you hear of gym you think of Arnold Schwarzenegger with muscular beautiful body or a beautiful women with toned sexy body desire able etc. But people never realise when they think of gym that it means a lot of pain created by you to make your body go through pain of push ups and exercises. 

Same is True about learning any art you will go through suffering of learning developing new actions and mindset which is psychologically painful.

You cannot be an artist or body builder if you avoid pain of engagement and focus it need that you will have to withdraw your energy from usual habitual actions to give it time.

When you hear spiritual transformation etc don't think kundalini rising angels singing, you are spilling pearls of wisdom having great esoteric experiences, you being a super star loved by everybody, honored and famous. No this is your fantasy real life is much more scary, exciting, challenging and ferocious

I say this out of experience of teaching hundreds of people that your enemy is not life but your own lazy psychology and body. Where you fanatacise a great body, life but are essentially afraid of pain and action.

You like to change but are afraid to get burnt and no change is possible without the fire.

You are like ice who fanatacise about becoming cloud but you are afraid to melt and loose form. Your version of being in cloud or spiritual is being in sky as ice form, being spiritual as and with your toxic stagnant ego with sun rising through your Butt.

Join this series if you are willing to put yourself into intentional pain of facing the truth breaking your physical and psychological lethargy which is painful

Why you think people are sick, fat, psychologically fucked up. We think of many reasons but root of all evil is stagnant repressed and lazy energy.

This process is not about  baby sitting your brat mind. If you are not willing to go through pain, if you are not tired and bored of stagnant social life style and your entertainment seeking mind, if you are not willing to face raw, ferocious aspect of your potential, if you just want to decorate your mind with some additional information then think twice.

You will loose people and friends which are wasting your energy and sucking your energy that also means you as an ego how your are sitting on your life force as a vampire.

This is a path of joy creativity and power first barrier will be your reluctant lazy mind finding excuses. Please don't join. If you want to expand then you need to get out of your brat constantly pampered child mentality and develop tolerance.

Tolerance of pain prepares your system to handle joy and ecstasy.

Why you think people don't experience joy, ecstasy or real orgasm? Because these things are phenenon of abundant flowing power. But our life style is an premature ejeculation culture you experience little pain you rush to spill and solution. You experience little experience you rush to ejaculate into another ear. You plan or learn something you rush to tell the world.

So remember ability to contain not repress which builds your inner power.

Why you think there are not many geniuses that again happens into a contained psychology not gossiping chattering, scrolling mind set.

Every genius goes through the suffering of being themselves

Till you are not able to stand and handle the boredom of being you till then you cannot discover the genius and joy of being you. Little boredom you rush to entertain instead being still give chance to your energy to gather and expand.

Little boredom you seek new girlfriend or boyfriend, or you seek new technique or methods. It's all because at the core your are boring to yourself you cannot handle that truth and death of fantasy fantasy that you are, special and interesting. Hence you seek people to keep you engaged into their minds so you can avoid your mind and it's issue.

Boredom creates active destructive personalities  in society they become violent, aggressive because they are bored of normal.

Boredom also create passive stagnant rotting personalities they will not go out  to hurt others they will hurt themselves by indulging into addictions and entertainments.

Most of the relations are either aggressive entertainments or passive entertainments.

JOY nourishes you and others but entertainment destroys you and others because it's based in avoiding your energy to forget yourself.

This laziness is what we call sleep or unconsious behaviour in us.

In zen monasteries masters use boredom as a tools for transformation. They will make you do boring simple tasks, sitting doing nothing meditations, they will create rock gardens where nothing changes

All this because to make you face boredom of being ego mind and then when you stop looking for entertainments outside your inner ferocious creator wakes up because energy gathers and expands.

Your genius  wakes up because mind is not indulging into useless thoughts and content but learning to be quiet 

Then such quiet mind becomes channel for wisdom which is light from the contained fire of body not wasted, contained heat from energy which is not deleted into entertainment.

So tolerance and intentional suffering is the way here to burn in the furnace  to release your power and light.

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Aum doom Durgayae namaha