Introduction and Initiation
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Process versus product.
Functional self versus psychological self.
Movement is not a product.
Creativity is movement and Creation is product.
There is no creation anywhere; everything is a movement, a process.
Whereas the whole social human structure is based on producing products and consuming products. It is fine as far as things of survival and living is concerned like food home convenience etc but when this productivity and product psychology is applied to human beings and their psychology it becomes neurosis.
WE in society end up being products of society to self consume or be consumed by others through your use fullness and efficiency. We become products by naming, first in the line is defining yourself socially and professionally, monetarily and even spiritually. Somebody is engineer or artist, teacher or business person smells like consumable products isn't it?
Then on a psychological level what we share and talk with others as a product where as in your interiority you are an ongoing process from birth till death it's ambiguous, mysterious it keeps moving you are always a river of thoughts, energies and actions.
When you define your self your identity to others you make your inner flow a product. You verbalise about your inner world and you trap your inner flow into words definitions, words borrowed from others. You try to compare yourself as a thought product with other thought products. This naming, defining, traps the glow of energy. Every energy resists entrapment because the very definition of energy is that which is flowing and alive but through words, through social and spiritual concepts you start to see yourself as a product for display.
Before you blame others who use you as a commodity, first look at your own self how desperately you are trying to be a socially edible consumable product seeking validation from others.
When you say I am good person or spiritual person you made yourself a product for display where as inside inside you are always a process a circle and a dot, you are a cycle of various climates which keeps on changing situationally and relationally but you try to stop this psychic flow of functional intelligence by naming and defining into boxes of nouns, products and price tags. I am free, I am trapped, I am angry, I am hurt, I am silent, I am peaceful. Isn't all words you use for yourself are essentially for others to tell and be validated, this naming is psychological mind ego.
Whereas your interiority does not care for nouns it has no time or it is eternal timeless flow it does not stop for words it creates words as creativity but this process never becomes words only in the world of psychology your ego makes it a product to sell.
When two people relate they are two processes and flows but as they talk about each other judge or live each other they start to define and form opinions about others and others form their opinions about you based on what they you told them and how they judge you. So most of the relations end up being products not process. Product is dead it is not alive but a dead thought in your head. A father is not father but your mind production an image.
A wife or husband is a mental product not a phenomenon of energy. So people seek various products to consume and be consumed when they get bored of one product and when their value as product is less because your truth is revealed you are just empty words nothing more with a body as a product.
Hence I keep repeating that do not make your inner process a product in the name of sharing. Do not label your emotions or events and start to choose yourself and your energy as a product which you like and don't like. Which you reject and accept.
In the eyes of people around you are a, product with various titles and qualities. Within yourself you are a product to yourself which means you look at yourself in context to others and words. Verbal definitions transforms your process into products.
To stay in the middle and ambiguous about yourself undefined is the womb in which your true self which is process expands and grows.
You mature when you feel no need to narrate inner world and no compulsion to be understood.
You are not a social function. Life and spirituality is a participation into your own becoming in which you don't choose dualities but keep moving. Duality is a product of thought otherwise life
is a circular flow not units of events like dates and time but river like flow of river with water energy changing forms.
You life does not demand explanation but flow to be lived.
Awareness of life as process creates a relaxation because stress is created by verbal definitions which traps your energy and energy resists entrapment.
This relaxation has no compulsion to act but moves out of gathered energy. This gathered energy which was getting wasted into inner arguments of duality of thoughts and obsession.
Only in thinking your ego finds a context for its existence. That's, why we think about others not because of others but their context makes your ego mind feel it's existence. No thought no self but a process which has its center in flow. It does not self explain but a participation in this process.
You do not need to think about yourself when you can feel yourself but since we try to fold ourself into layers of thoughts you start to become limited and small when you feel you start to expand because each moment is new experience. But in thinking you are the same old you desperatly seeking new thought validations.
It becomes very important to understand this product or noun game of mind.
On the other hand you can become free from this self production when you start to feel yourself as a process which means feeling your body, your emotions, your senses.
To break free from this social factory product tag you need to connect with your orignal family which is the world of movements and frequencies. You need to stop recognizing and defining yourself as a noun brand or identity, but for that you need to return to your orignal identity which is the constant flow of your energy, your breath, your senses they all belong to cosmos your orignal identity which is a flow not a noun.
All your issues and problems arise out of the conflict and confusion created by your identification to a concept, noun, concept as a product where as at the core you are a flow
Then you try to fit on your flow into few desires, ambitions, good bad identities, your profession which blocks your energy because your energy does not like to be bound. Hence you get isolated as a noun or product from your power and flow, your orignal family this begins darkness in your life. Now you seek your support from other products created by our society. You seek energy from others because your source is repressed and buried into graveyard of products, names and words.
So you need to shift from conceptual world of words to actual live flowing river of life and it's constant non stop everchanging. Ego mind is afraid of changes because it is a dead body of products and memories and it wants to live in tomb of words and concepts
It feels safe and stable where as life is insecure by very nature you cannot fight that and trying to fight that with product formation of yourself you are commiting spiritual suicide.
The more you shift and define yourself as present action and feel of the life when listening you are a listening, when walking you are a walking, when eating you are a eating process, when sitting you are stillness, when talking you are sound, when thinking you are flow of thoughts not a thought. This will start to reveal to you your original identity the presence which you are.
This is the initiation into your own life. There is a family you have you come from and there is second family you form internally. Even your parents are not your parents, your body is not theirs or yours but belongs to cosmic flow of energy. Where orignal father is awareness and mother is the sound out of these parents whole cosmic family takes birth.
You need to take first step to initiate yourself into this family with reverence and drop the neurosis of mind to become a product but become the very life you are.
FEEL more you feel start to feel juice of being alive then you will not lean on other products or people to validate you because at the core validation is to feel juice and aliveness of yourself.
Materiality is about getting, desiring and running after the products of life so you can feel juice of life. It's a state of poverty and beggar you look for energy, juice satisfaction outside.
Spirituality is about realising that juice is not in products or desires but in your flow.
Spirituality is about becoming still and feeling the juice of being you.
Spirituality is, about realising that you don't need products or you are not a product but a producer, the creator. This is state of being a master a mother which gives birth, which finds joy and expansion in creating and giving because at the core of your orignal family you are infinite energy. You become social ego beggar by thinking that happiness is into getting products and becoming products.
Become the master and mother you are, the presence and energy flow you are.
It takes courage and dare to kill your dead ego and embrace you ever living enegy self. Death is as long as ego is your identity but when your energy flow and presence becomes your identity there is no death but constant change of forms. As Einstein said that no energy is ever destroyed. And I say products are already dead, death is a fear of dead. This is the ridiculous life you are living dead calling themselves alive and are afraid to loose life which is already lost.
You work and dare is to claim your life back from the death which you create.
ARE YOU READY TO LIVE YOU LIFE, TO FEEL YOUR LIFE, TO LOVE YOUR LIFE?
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Aum namaha shivaya